Guilty thoughts

[Gahmstead]

Everyone has them. Me? I wish my mom was dead. I didn't have a childhood because of her, and now in my adult life she still manages to make things difficult. On top of this, she's been hit by a car and lost a breast to cancer in the past few years. She SHOULD be dead, but isn't because the miserable seem to have prolonged life. I feel horrible for feeling this way about another human, especially one I'm related to, but every interaction with that horrible person strengthens my feelings.



That is my negative-venting moment.