09-15-2014, 10:36 PM
I have to be to work tomorrow at 5:30 AM. I just... I can't do it anymore. Everything is so hard now and I just can't keep up. I honestly think that dreading going back has affected me so badly that's the reason why I got sick. I can't do this for the rest of my life... I need to get out somehow but I'll never find another job that pays me this much.
EDIT: Dammit, still awake. To be honest, my chest feels really tight and it hurts to move. I wonder if I could possibly stress myself out so much I'd need to go to the ER. I kinda hope so since getting out of work and using up the months worth of sick time I've built up would be amazing.
EDIT: Dammit, still awake. To be honest, my chest feels really tight and it hurts to move. I wonder if I could possibly stress myself out so much I'd need to go to the ER. I kinda hope so since getting out of work and using up the months worth of sick time I've built up would be amazing.