06-23-2014, 11:35 AM
Just a heads up, my loves-
My mood has been very up and down lately. I think it has to do with the fact that i'm extremely stressed out about a million things right now. I'm so stressed I am getting physically ill.
Also, my depression is trying it's hardest to be center stage in my life again. Patrick does an amazing job of tolerating my bad days and letting me know it's not my fault, so that helps a ton. I do wish I could just turn it off, though.
And my anxiety is out of fucking control. It's ridiculous.
So if I post a whole bunch for a few days, then not at all for a few, that is probably why.
My mood has been very up and down lately. I think it has to do with the fact that i'm extremely stressed out about a million things right now. I'm so stressed I am getting physically ill.
Also, my depression is trying it's hardest to be center stage in my life again. Patrick does an amazing job of tolerating my bad days and letting me know it's not my fault, so that helps a ton. I do wish I could just turn it off, though.
And my anxiety is out of fucking control. It's ridiculous.
So if I post a whole bunch for a few days, then not at all for a few, that is probably why.